I often wonder if I did the right thing, or if all wrong has taken place. How am I sure when life's on playback every time when I'm alone? Assurance. All I lack shows all over. I tend to seek closure for all lost composure. How does one keep away from themselves? Another battle to stay happy takes a toll on me. Deciding whether to proceed is my reckoning. This is something that will never quit. This is not a choice for me. Staring at my thoughts vividly with myself standing next to me, when all I need is destiny.
I had a motive for all that I've done. There were no simple mistakes. I am the one. Transition. The sun's down. I maintain one vision. No control. Don't push these limits. Intrusive thoughts grow as light passes. Await the light unsure, and pass it. I am so scared of myself. A soul that was once so pure. I used to make myself happy. I've never missed myself so much. Dear myself I can't see you anymore, are you still with me? We never talk. Just thought that I would ask if you were happy. Open the door every now and again so you don't seem so empty. Just a thought from you to me, to I to you. Sincerely yourself. Through mistake to heartache, I can't take my mind's rate. I need you to listen to you. Listen to you.
released May 12, 2015
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